Sunday 16 December 2007

I am back !!! For the very small group of readers I have, well I am am new and have been away for quite a while. I have been writing yes, busy with the partner yes and the children and cats.

But thats not the reason why I have been in absentia.

I ALMOST got an agent, yes almost. And not one of the best but thee best but it came to nothing
in the end. I have spent the past few weeks packaging and posting every last word out to the *AGENT*, sending emails back and forth and just generally walking around chewing my nails - only to be told no. A polite no but a no all the same.

I feel like shit.

So I have been spending the last couple of weeks in depression mode. Really, really unhappy. I would rather have been sent a stream of rejections than get a half baked interest, a lot of stress and only to be told no. My story isn't strong enough apparently. I feel like shit.

But heh, life goes on.